“This is by Bihzad;” the aging master said twenty years ago as we examined
the book I held in my trembling hands。 His face was illuminated not by the
nearby candle; but by the pleasure of observation itself。 “This is so Bihzad that
there’s no need for a signature。”
Bihzad was so well aware of this fact that he didn’t hide his signature
anywhere in the painting。 And according to the elderly master; there was a
sense of embarrassment and a feeling of shame in this decision of his。 Where
there is true art and genuine virtuosity the artist can paint an inparable
masterpiece without leaving even a trace of his identity。
Fearing for my life; I murdered my unfortunate victim in an ordinary and
crude manner。 As I returned to this fire…ravaged area night after night to
ascertain whether I’d left behind any traces that might betray me; questions of
style increasingly arose in my head。 What was venerated as style was nothing
more than an imperfection or flaw that revealed the guilty hand。
I could’ve located this place even without the brilliance of the falling snow;
for this spot; razed by fire; was where I’d ended the life of my panion of
twenty…five years。 Now; snow covered and erased all the clues that might have
been interpreted as signature; proving that Allah concurred with Bihzad and
me on the issue of style and signature。 If we actually mitted an
unpardonable sin by illustrating that book—as that half…wit had maintained
four days ago—even if we had done so unawares; Allah wouldn’t have
bestowed this favor upon us miniaturists。
That night; when Elegant Effendi and I came here; the snow hadn’t yet
begun to fall。 We could hear the howling of mongrels echo in the distance。
21
“Pray; for what reason have we e here?” the unfortunate one had asked。
“What do you plan to show me out here at this late hour?”
“Just ahead lies a well; twelve paces beyond which I’ve buried the money
I’ve been saving for years;” I said。 “If you keep everything I’ve explained to you
secret; Enishte Effendi and I will see that you are happily rewarded。”
“Am I to understand that you admit you knew what you were doing from
the beginning?” he said in agitation。
“I admit it;” I lied obligingly。
“You acknowledge the picture you’ve made is in fact a desecration; don’t
you?” he said innocently。 “It’s heresy; a sacrilege that no decent man would
have the gall to mit。 You’re going to burn in the pits of Hell。 Your
suffering and pain will never diminish—and you’ve made me an acplice。”
As I listened to him; I sensed with horror how his words had such strength
and gravity that; willingly or not; people would heed them; hoping that they
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