最后一班公交车,扯上几乎没什么人了,小雅一直靠在我肩膀,我们带着同一个耳机,里面放着一熟悉的歌,《Tonight I anna netbsp;1one in this house again tonight
I got the TV on,
the sound turned don and a bott1e of ine
Theres pinet the a11s around me
The ay that it as and net surrounds me
I11 never get over you a1kin aay
i ve never been the kind to ever 1et my fee1ings sho
and i thought that bein strong meant never 1osin your se1f netbsp;but i m just drunk enough to 1et go of my pain
To he11 ith my pride, 1et it fa11 1ike rain From my eyes
Tonight I anna netbsp;ou1d it he1p if I turned a sad song on
"a11 By myse1f" ou1d sure hit me hard no
that youre gone
or maybe unfo1d some o1d ye11o 1ost 1ove 1etters
Its gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I11 never get over you by hidin this ay
Ive never been the kind to ever 1et my fee1ings sho
and i thought that bein strong meant never 1osin your se1f netbsp;but i m just drunk enough to 1et go of my pain
To he11 ith my pride, 1et it fa11 1ike rain From my eyes
Tonight I anna netbsp;听着伤感的音乐,我又想起了当时我们分手的时候,我也是这样,把自己关在房间里,让电视开着,音量调低,喝着啤酒呆,看着手机里的照片,始终不能接受小雅的离去。我也从未像这样让我的情绪毫无顾忌的流露,因为我一直认为一个坚强的人决不会丧失对自己情绪的控制,但我已经喝了许多酒试图摆脱痛苦,还管得上什么自尊,让泪像雨水一样从涌出来!
但是现在,不同了,看看身边的小雅,在看看我,我们谁都没有变,变化的是时间。我喜欢上了刘晓,而小雅也不顾一切的喜欢上了另一个人。
车停下来了,我的思绪也好像飞到了终点一样,停在了那里!
把小雅安顿在了学校门口的旅馆,我们呆呆的望着棚顶的,望了很久,她不知道在和我说些什么了,我也不知道在说些什么了。
不想说太多丧气话,也不想说太多过去,但是我们在一起这么长时间了,很难免提起过去,我害怕我一张口是就讲述我们在一起的故事,她也害怕。我们就这样,望着天花板,一直望着,直到我听见小雅肚子咕噜噜的叫声。
“你饿了?”
小雅红着脸:“刚刚没吃什么东西。”
我叹了一口气:“你刚刚打完胎,需要营养,不能饿肚子。我去给你买点吃的吧!”
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