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was guilty like herself。  The vulgar; who; in those dreary old times; were always contributinga grotesque horror to what interested their imaginations; had astory about the scarlet letter which we might readily work up into aterrific legend。 They averred; that the symbol was not mere scarletcloth; tinged in an earthly dye…pot; but was red…hot with infernalfire; and could be seen glowing all alight; whenever Hester Prynnewalked abroad in the night…time。 And we must needs say; it searedHesters bosom so deeply; that perhaps there was more truth in therumour than our modern incredulity may be inclined to admit。                             VI。                            PEARL。  WE have as yet hardly spoken of the infant; that little creature;whose innocent life had sprung; by the inscrutable decree ofProvidence; a lovely and immortal flower; out of the rank luxurianceof a passion。 How strange it seemed to the sad woman; as she watchedthe growth; and the beauty that became every day more brilliant; andthe intelligence that threw its quivering sunshine over the tinyfeatures of this child! Her Pearl!… For so had Hester called her;not as a name expressive of her aspect; which had nothing of the calm;white; unimpassioned lustre that would be indicated by the parison。But she named the infant 〃Pearl;〃 as being of great price… purchasedwith all she had… her mothers only treasure! How strange; indeed! Manhad marked this womans sin by a scarlet letter; which had such potentand disastrous efficacy that no human sympathy could reach her; saveit were sinful like herself。 God; as a direct consequence of the sinwhich man thus punished; had given her a lovely child; whose place wason that same dishonoured bosom; to connect her parent for ever withthe race and descent of mortals; and to be finally a blessed soul inheaven! Yet these thoughts affected Hester Prynne less with hopethan apprehension。 She knew that her deed had been evil; she couldhave no faith; therefore; that its result would be good。 Day afterday; she looked fearfully into the childs expanding nature; everdreading to detect some dark and wild peculiarity; that shouldcorrespond with the guiltiness to which she owed her being。  Certainly; there was no physical defect。 By its perfect shape; itsvigour; and its natural dexterity in the use of all its untried limbs;the infant was worthy to have been brought forth in Eden; worthy tohave been left there; to be the plaything of the angels after theworlds first parents were driven out。 The child had a native gracewhich does not invariably coexist with faultless beauty; its attire;however simple; always impressed the beholder as if it were the verygarb that precisely became it best。 But little Pearl was not clad inrustic weeds。 Her mother; with a morbid purpose that may be betterunderstood hereafter; had bought the richest tissues that could beprocured; and allowed her imaginative faculty its full play in thearrangement and decoration of the dresses which the child wore; beforethe public eye。 So magnificent was the small figure; when thusarrayed; and such was the splendour of Pearls own proper beauty;shining through the gorgeous robes which might have extinguished apaler loveliness; that there was an absolute circle of radiance aroundher; on the darksome cottage floor。 And yet a russet gown; torn andsoiled with the childs rude play; made a picture of her just asperfect。 Pearls aspect was imbued with a spell of infinite variety;in this one child there were many children; prehending the fullscope between the wild…flower prettiness of a peasant…baby; and thepomp; in little; of an infant princess。 Throughout all; however; therewas a trait of passion; a certain depth of hue; which she neverlost; and if; in any of her changes; she had grown fainter or paler;she would have ceased to be herself… it would have been no longerPearl!  This outward mutability indicated; and did not more than fairlyexpress; the various properties of her inner life。 Her nature appearedto possess depth; too; as well as variety; but… or else Hesters fearsdeceived her… it lacked reference and adaptation to the world intowhich she was born。 The child could not be made amenable to rules。In giving her existence; a great law had been broken; and the resultwas a being whose elements were perhaps beautiful and brilliant; butall in disorder; or with an order peculiar to themselves; amidst whichthe point of variety and arrangement was difficult or impossible to bediscovered。 Hester could only account for the childs character… andeven then most vaguely and imperfectly… by recalling what sheherself had been; during that momentous period while Pearl wasimbibing her soul from the spiritual world; and her bodily framefrom its material of earth。 The mothers impassioned state had beenthe medium through which were transmitted to the unborn infant therays of its moral Life; and; however white and clear originally;they had taken the deep stains of crimson and gold; the fierylustre; the black shadow; and the untempered light; of the interveningsubstance。 Above all; the warfare of Hesters spirit; at that epoch;was perpetuated in Pearl。 She could recognise her wild; desperate;defiant mood; the flightiness of her temper; and even some of the verycloud…shapes of gloom and despondency that had brooded in her heart。They were now illuminated by the morning radiance of a young childsdisposition; but; later in the day of earthly existence; might beprolific of the storm and whirlwind。  The discipline of the family; in those days; was of a far more rigidkind than now。 The frown; the harsh rebuke; the frequent applicationof the rod; enjoined by Scriptural authority; were used; not merely inthe way of punishment for actual offences; but as a wholesomeregimen for the growth and promotion of all childish virtues。 HesterPrynne; nevertheless; the lonely mother of this one child; ranlittle risk of erring on the side of undue severity。 Mindful; however;of her own errors and misfortunes; she early sought to impose atender; but strict control over the infant immortality that wasmitted to her charge。 But the task was beyond her skill。 Aftertesting both smiles and frowns; and proving that neither mode oftreatment possessed any calculable influence; Hester was ultimatelypelled to stand aside; and permit the child to be swayed by her ownimpulses。 Physical pulsion or restraint was effectual; of course;while it lasted。 As to any other kind of discipline; whether addressedto her mind or heart; little Pearl might or might not be within itsreach; in accordance with the caprice that ruled the moment。 Hermother; while Pearl was yet an infant; grew acquainted with acertain peculiar look; that warned her when it would be labourthrown away to insist; persuade; or plead。 It was a look sointelligent; yet inexplicable; so perverse; sometimes so malicious;but generally acpanied by a wild flow of spirits; that Hester couldnot help questioning; at such moments; whether Pearl was a humanchild。 She seemed rather an airy sprite; which; after playing itsfantastic sports for a little while upon the cottage…floor; would flitaway with a mocking smile。 Whenever that look appeared in her wild;bright; deeply black eyes; it invested her with a strange remotenessand intangibility; it was as if she were hovering in the air and mightvanish; like a glimmering light; that es we know not whence; andgoes we know not whither。 Beholding it; Hester was constrained to rushtowards the child… to pursue the little elf in the flight which sheinvariably began… to snatch her to her bosom; with a close pressureand earnest kisses… not so much from overflowing love; as to assureherself that Pearl was flesh and blood; and not utterly delusive。But Pearls laugh; when she was caught; though full of merriment andmusic; made her mother more doubtful than before。  Heart…smitten at this bewildering and baffling spell; that sooften came between herself and her sole treasure; whom she hadbought so dear; and who was all her world; Hester sometimes burst intopassionate tears。 Then; perhaps… for there was no foreseeing how itmight affect her… Pearl would frown; and clench her little fist; andharden her small features into a stern; unsympathising look ofdiscontent。 Not seldom; she would laugh anew; and louder thanbefore; like a thing incapable and unintelligent of human sorrow。Or… but this more rarely happened… she would be convulsed with arage of grief; and sob out her love for her mother; in broken words;and seem intent on proving that she had a heart; by breaking it。 YetHester was hardly safe in confiding herself to that gustytenderness; it passed; as suddenly as it came。 Brooding over all thesematters; the mother felt like one who has evoked a spirit; but; bysome irregularity in the process of conjuration; has failed to win themaster…word that should control this new and inprehensibleintelligence。 Her only real fort was when the child lay in theplacidity of sleep。 Then she was sure of her; and tasted hours ofquiet; sad; delicious happiness; until… perhaps with that perverseexpression glimmering from beneath her opening lids… little Pearlawoke!  How soon… with what strange rapidity; indeed!… did Pearl arrive atan age that was capable of social intercourse; beyond the mothersever…ready smile and nonsense…words! And then what a happiness wouldit have been; could Hester Prynne have heard her clear; birdlike voicemingling with the uproar of other childish voices; and havedistinguished and unravelled her own darlings tones; amid all theentangled outcry of a group of sportive children! But this could neverbe。 Pearl was a born outcast of the infantile world。 An imp of evil;emblem and product of sin; she had no right among christenedinfants。 Nothing was more remarkable than the instinct; as itseemed; with which the child prehended her loneliness; thedestiny that had drawn an inviolable circle round about her; the wholepeculiarity; in short; of her position in respect to other children。Never; since her release from prison; had Hester met the public gazewithout her。 In all her walks about the town; Pearl; too; was there;first as the babe in arms; and afterwards as the little girl; smallpanion of her mother; holding a forefinger with her whole grasp;and tripping along at the rate of three or four footsteps to one ofHesters。 She saw the children of the settlement; on the grassy marginof the street; or at the domestic thresholds; disporting themselves insuch grim fashion as the Puritanic nurture would permit; playing atgoing to church; perchance; or at scourging Quakers; or takingscalps in a sham…fight with the Indians; or scaring one another withfreaks of imitative witchcraft。 Pearl saw; and gazed intently; butnever sought to make acquaintance。 If spoken to; she would not speakagain。 If the children gathered about her; as they sometimes did;Pearl would grow positively terrible in her puny wrath; snatching upstones to fling at them; with shrill; incoherent exclamations; thatmade her mother tremble; because they had so much the sound of awitchs anathemas in some unknown tongue。  The truth was; that the little Puritans; being of the mostintolerant brood that ever lived; had a vague idea of somethingoutlandish; unearthly; or at variance with ordinary fashions; in themother and child; and therefore

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