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goutlandish; unearthly; or at variance with ordinary fashions; in themother and child; and therefore scorned them in their hearts; andnot unfrequently reviled them with their tongues。 Pearl felt thesentiment; and requited it with the bitterest hatred that can besupposed to rankle in a childish bosom。 These outbreaks of a fiercetemper had a kind of value; and even fort; for her mother;because there was at least an intelligible earnestness in the mood;instead of the fitful caprice that so often thwarted her in thechilds manifestations。 It appalled her; nevertheless; to discern hereagain; a shadowy reflection of the evil that had existed in herself。All this enmity and passion had Pearl inherited; by inalienable right;out of Hesters heart。 Mother and daughter stood together in thesame circle of seclusion from human society; and in the nature ofthe child seemed to be perpetuated those unquiet elements that haddistracted Hester Prynne before Pearls birth; but had since begunto be soothed away by the softening influences of maternity。  At home; within and around her mothers cottage; Pearl wanted nota wide and various circle of acquaintance。 The spell of life wentforth from her ever creative spirit; and municated itself to athousand objects; as a torch kindles a flame wherever it may beapplied。 The unlikeliest materials… a stick; a bunch of rags; aflower… were the puppets of Pearls witchcraft; and; withoutundergoing any outward change; became spiritually adapted towhatever drama occupied the stage of her inner world。 Her onebaby…voice served a multitude of imaginary personages; old andyoung; to talk withal。 The pine…trees; aged; black and solemn; andflinging groans and other melancholy utterances on the breeze;needed little transformation to figure as Puritan elders; theugliest weeds of the garden were their children; whom Pearl smote downand uprooted; most unmercifully。 It was wonderful; the vast variety offorms into which she threw her intellect; with no continuity;indeed; but darting up and dancing; always in a state of preternaturalactivity… soon sinking down; as if exhausted by so rapid andfeverish a tide of life… and succeeded by other shapes of a similarwild energy。 It was like nothing so much as the phantasmagoric play ofthe northern lights。 In the mere exercise of the fancy; however; andthe sportiveness of a growing mind; there might be little more thanwas observable in other children of bright faculties; except as Pearl;in the dearth of human playmates; was thrown more upon the visionarythrong which she created。 The singularity lay in the hostilefeelings with which the child regarded all these offspring of herown heart and mind。 She never created a friend; but seemed always tobe sowing broadcast the dragons teeth; whence sprung a harvest ofarmed enemies; against whom she rushed to battle。 It was inexpressiblysad… then what depth of sorrow to a mother; who felt in her ownheart the cause!… to observe; in one so young; this constantrecognition of an adverse world; and so fierce a training of theenergies that were to make good her cause; in the contest that mustensue。  Gazing at Pearl; Hester Prynne often dropped her work upon herknees; and cried out with an agony which she would fain have hidden;but which made utterance for itself; betwixt speech and a groan; 〃OFather in heaven… if Thou art still my Father… what is this beingwhich I have brought into the world!〃 And Pearl; overbearing theejaculation; or aware; through some more subtile channel; of thosethrobs of anguish; would turn her vivid and beautiful little face uponher mother; smile with sprite…like intelligence; and resume her play。  One peculiarity of the childs deportment remains yet to be told。The very first thing which she had noticed; in her life; was… what?…not the mothers smile; responding to it; as other babies do; bythat faint; embryo smile of the little mouth; remembered so doubtfullyafterwards; and with such fond discussion whether it were indeed asmile。 By no means! But that first object of which Pearl seemed tobee aware was… shall we say it?… the scarlet letter on Hestersbosom! One day; as her mother stooped over the cradle; the infantseyes had been caught by the glimmering of the gold embroidery aboutthe letter; and; putting up her little hand; she grasped at it;smiling; not doubtfully; but with a decided gleam; that gave herface the look of a much older child。 Then; gasping for breath; didHester Prynne clutch the fatal token; instinctively endeavouring totear it away; so infinite was the torture inflicted by the intelligenttouch of Pearls baby hand。 Again; as if her mothers agonised gesturewere meant only to make sport for her; did little Pearl look intoher eyes; and smile! From that epoch; except when the child wasasleep; Hester had never felt a moments safety; not a moments calmenjoyment of her。 Weeks; it is true; would sometimes elapse; duringwhich Pearls gaze might never once be fixed upon the scarletletter; but then; again; it would e at unawares; like the stroke ofsudden death; and always with that peculiar smile; and oddexpression of the eyes。  Once; this freakish; elvish cast came into the childs eyes; whileHester was looking at her own image in them; as mothers are fond ofdoing; and; suddenly… for women in solitude; and with troubled hearts;are pestered with unaccountable delusions… she fancied that shebeheld; not her own miniature portrait; but another face; in the smallblack mirror of Pearls eye。 It was a face fiend…like; full of smilingmalice; yet bearing the semblance of features that she had knownfull well; though seldom with a smile; and never with malice inthem。 It was as if an evil spirit possessed the child; and had justthen peeped forth in mockery。 Many a time afterwards had Hester beentortured; though less vividly; by the same illusion。  In the afternoon of a certain summers day; after Pearl grew bigenough to run about; she amused herself with gathering handfuls ofwild…flowers; and flinging them; one by one; at her mothers bosom;dancing up and down; like a little elf; whenever she hit the scarletletter。 Hesters first motion had been to cover her bosom with herclasped hands。 But; whether from pride or resignation; or a feelingthat her penance might best be wrought out by this unutterable pain;she resisted the impulse; and sat erect; pale as death; lookingsadly into little Pearls wild eyes。 Still came the battery offlowers; almost invariably hitting the mark; and covering the mothersbreast with hurts for which she could find no balm in this world;nor knew how to seek it in another。 At last; her shot being allexpended; the child stood still and gazed at Hester; with thatlittle laughing image of a fiend peeping out… or; whether it peeped orno; her mother so imagined it… from the unsearchable abyss of herblack eyes。  〃Child; what art thou?〃 cried the mother。  〃Oh; I am your little Pearl!〃 answered the child。  But; while she said it; Pearl laughed; and began to dance up anddown; with the humorsome gesticulation of a little imp; whose nextfreak might be to fly up the chimney。  〃Art thou my child; in very truth?〃 asked Hester。  Nor did she put the question altogether idly; but; for the moment;with a portion of genuine earnestness; for; such was Pearls wonderfulintelligence; that her mother half doubted whether she were notacquainted with the secret spell of her existence; and might not nowreveal herself。  〃Yes; I am little Pearl!〃 repeated the child; continuing her antics。  〃Thou art not my child! Thou art no Pearl of mine!〃 said the mother;half playfully; for it was often the case that a sportive impulse cameover her; in the midst of her deepest suffering。 〃Tell me; then;what thou art; and who sent thee hither?〃  〃Tell me; mother!〃 said the child seriously; ing up to Hester;and pressing herself close to her knees。 〃Do thou tell me!〃  〃Thy Heavenly Father sent thee!〃 answered Hester Prynne。  But she said it with a hesitation that did not escape theacuteness of the child。 Whether moved only by her ordinaryfreakishness; or because an evil spirit prompted her; she put up hersmall forefinger; and touched the scarlet letter。  〃He did not send me!〃 cried she positively。 〃I have no HeavenlyFather!〃  〃Hush; Pearl; hush! Thou must not talk so!〃 answered the mother;suppressing a groan。 〃He sent us all into this world。 He sent even me;thy mother。 Then; much more; thee! Or; if not; thou strange and elfishchild; whence didst thou e?〃  〃Tell me! Tell me!〃 repeated Pearl; no longer seriously; butlaughing; and capering about the floor。 〃It is thou that must tellme!〃  But Hester could not resolve the query; being herself in a dismallabyrinth of doubt。 She remembered… betwixt a smile and a shudder… thetalk of the neighbouring townspeople; who; seeking vainly elsewherefor the childs paternity; and observing some of her old attributes;had given out that poor little Pearl was a demon offspring; such as;ever since old Catholic times; had occasionally been seer; on earth;through the agency of their mothers sin; and to promote some foul andwicked purpose。 Luther; according to the scandal of his monkishenemies; was a brat of that hellish breed; nor was Pearl the onlychild to whom this inauspicious origin was assigned among the NewEngland Puritans。                             VII。                      THE GOVERNORS HALL。  HESTER PRYNNE went; one day; to the mansion of GovernorBellingham; with a pair of gloves; which she had fringed andembroidered to his order; and which were to be worn on some greatoccasion of state; for; though the chances of a popular election hadcaused this former ruler to descend a step or two from the highestrank; he still held an honourable and influential place among thecolonial magistracy。  Another and far more important reason than the delivery of a pair ofembroidered gloves impelled Hester; at this time; to seek an interviewwith a personage of so much power and activity in the affairs of thesettlement。 It had reached her ears; that there was a design on thepart of some of the leading inhabitants; cherishing the more rigidorder of principles in religion and government; to deprive her ofher child。 On the supposition that Pearl; as already hinted; was ofdemon origin; these good people not unreasonably argued that aChristian interest in the mothers soul required them to remove such astumbling…block from her path。 If the child; on the other hand; werereally capable of moral and religious growth; and possessed theelements of ultimate salvation; then; surely; it would enjoy all thefairer prospect of these advantages; by being transferred to wiser andbetter guardianship than Hester Prynnes。 Among those who promoted thedesign; Governor Bellingham was said to be one of the most busy。 Itmay appear singular; and; indeed; not a little ludicrous; that anaffair of this kind; which; in later days; would have been referred tono higher jurisdiction than that of the selectmen of the town;should then have been a question publicly discussed; and on whichstatesmen of eminence took sides。 At that epoch of pristinesimplicity; however; matters of even slighter public interest; andof far less intrinsic weight; than the welfare of Hester and herchild; were strangely mixed up with the deliberations of legislatorsand acts of state。 The period was hardly; if at all

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